FIRST THINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
ahhbehh had recovered his feel for shooting..
hes able to master that bloody strength..
but now im lost in my midst of tat bloody workout...
everythings like a coin..
head or tail..
good or bad..
being optimistic only allow you to have a firm stand/direction in the paces of life..
eventually , you muz really solve it/face it/get rid of it 1 way another..
oh ya , theres also this thing called Fair Trade..
when you want something gd , you must give up something for another which you want..
i dunno what to say about this kinda shit..its so fking happening around..
'True as true can be'
That's what they say You are to me
When I'm so fake
Does Your heart ache?
If I had been the one
I would not have been that strong
put on a mask , act as if nothing happened.
even if i knew it for so long yet took no action
and i know it hard to approach.
even if i tried , you nv fails to walk away.
and i just want you to know.
the more you dun wanna say
the more hurtful it get upon me.
when you always thinking about being lefted out and replaced.
many also felt that. you stopped your usual ways
many senses it..yet they aint any ways to approach you..
i wanted to yet i find it so hard. i faced probs too
even if its ridiculous i still believe its rightful for one to give one's helping hand
dun say i already had my share of probs..
coz i always thinks ur prob is mine..unless it regard lame things..
no1 is meant to be isolated
even SARS patient got nurse to take care of them..
IF you notice me ritee , i also kinda isolated myself..but i nv made it clear.
coz i found ppl who are like me , lonely souls.
find yours , ur pain will be eased in no time..
ahbeh is always there,ya , always..
coz he still haben found whats the meaning of life in him...
maybe helping others was his ways of making life more interesting and filled..
so much hope i had for you all,
being selfish might really helps
but u get it wrong..selfish dun meant isolation
even if u cant find the real you..
you will understand what i meant
changing targets of concern dun really helps 1
trust me , you juz trying to make things interesting and more mixed
coz you fails to get the dust out of ur mind.
1 thing so special..
everyone knows..
the more you dun let ppl know how u feels , coz you dun want them get worried.
the more they would get worried , and they would wanna be ur listening earrrrrr.
BUTBUT
they nv learn at all , they always continue this way of hiding own feelings and more and more
ppl get worried for them..how stupid we are? right? =)
aiyo..so much craps alreadi..haha
well tml chiongchiongchiong..
ahhbehh_
You're in my heart, You're in my soul
You are my heaven, You're my home
You're my best friend, You're my love
You are my treasure, You're my wonder
You are my peace, You are my joy
You are my Saviour....
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