lolz.. lets see..
5:00am_
i was awakened by that stupid @$&* alarm.
then..i felt so feverish..
after eating my panadol..
then went toilet wash face..then nose bleed...
OMG..lol.. well then buai tahan..stuff 1 tissue into my nose
then went back to slp..uncomfortably..
then 6 plus..
holyshit..so much blood clots..
and then my fever get worse..
then anyway..i missed sch!! LOLZZZZZ
well..then slp until 8+ then reply to smses..
then continue slp more..until 4 then i went polyclinic go see the docter..
its so damn funny..i went in and out within 1hour while others took 2 hours or even more..
coz tat docter press wrong number.. mine was 2671 then she suppose to input 2617..
then i anyhow get into the room faster than average..then get out of that antiseptic-smell place within an hour..+ i get 2 day MC =DDDDDDDDDDD
well gotta rest more. ppl..take care of ur health be4 i spread to youuuuuuu =)))
8:14 PM
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Friday, July 28, 2006
resolution
well..today i broke down..thats all
dun ask me why what
its bout CCA =))))))))))))
anyway i pretty sick and tired..
its juz sumthing to let me vent out
so many things happened.
to me , its hard to deal with it..
and violet juz ask me to vent it and i simply
cry out everything..
thx you ppl for being there for me..
life is so unpredictable
it also nv spares..
i want my cert also too ahaha
5:41 PM
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
alrite
series of events
i know what happening
time , by right , heals =)
i think i gotta let go , give in , let out
*miss sng gd bye ..wish ya luck after leaving twss
where can i find 1 thing for me
1 thing tat ppl wouldnt say about
i like myself
i hate myself at the same time
life is like that
alot of ppl would say.
actually thats 1 thing in life nv changes
u cant change how the thing begins
but u can change how the thing becomes
My Life changed alot after changing seats
1: I crap more than usual with jianyun and teowkim
2: Liwei is a guai kia
3: i can still slp in class
4: teowkim hates to share craps
5: i talk lesser to you all
6: we drifts yet still abit of connection
7: i duno why i still compromise for the wrong thing
8: i look like malay more
9:I love you all
10: I am just another lonely soul
11: i found myself a trusted soul
12: im no longer a gd pal
13: i still analysing why i and koksang stays gd fren from pri 1 until now..
14: yeah lao er isnt gd for me
15: give me respect , u bitches and bastards
16: i r extra
haha no offends anyway haha
crap more ppl..coz life isnt long enough for you to stay silently there
8:51 PM
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Friday, July 21, 2006
Racial Harmony Day
well
todays the racial harmony day
pretty okay all the way
the main event was the TeckWhye Superstar
and i believe the result gotta sucks
coz our judges dun really look like they appreciate music
and they cant crticise much
but then i think only mr jalleh is the best
he look like simon =)
after 2 hours of sitting on the floor
i was nearly dying of buttpain
haha
alrite
i wear a malay traditional clothes , borrowed from Azhar
damn long lor but then its look kinda nice haha
if i manage to upload the pics
after tat concert celebration thingy
we went back to ther class for
PHOTO SESSIONSSSSSS
damn funny
everyone was like using the 1 hour to crap and take alot of photos
classics such as act-cute , depression , lame looks all had reappeared!!
new poses had revealed itself..its what we call the horse-riding-with-a-arrow pose
kinda funny
well schools juz so funny
even see don and sum gal wearing BLEACH's DeathGod suit
its sooooooooo cooooool
lolz..cosplaying is fun??
rock on columbian
last yr for us to wear those clothes anymore
unless promnite turns out to be on this theme..
alrite ahhbehh signing off
2:53 PM
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
mistakes made
everything breaks
life shatters
i duno whether can it be
back to what it used to be
i seen many diff things liao
i feel really cold and heartless
maybe i been too long with myself
maybe im too optimistic that
i turn out to be 1 without tears..
maybe its been too common for me
to encounter this kinda stuffs
im so saddened already
it turns out i am the sinner
why i cant be back who i am
the guy who craps alot
self entertaining myself
at ur expense
i feel so guilty over it
i need the courage to cry.
i need the courage to be back
i need the courage to mix with ppl again
i need the courage to face ppl
i need the courage to approach
but i duno how.
4:37 PM
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
lol?
3 times a month..
my nose getting flatter as the bloods clots in it..
i guess i might had broke a bone or two
life had been so dull if i was meant
to live it without bballing.
bball was like a icebreaker
my life is getting so screwed
i cant be so optimistic all the times..
either my life was so wrong
or my academic results pull me down
they said theres no such thing as perfect
life nv balances..
yet men tried to achieve it
lets hope this things could get over sooner or later
i stopped sum bad habit alreadi
gaming , sleeping in class..
i become bad-tempered so much nowadays
yet i nv shows it in the midst of everyones..
yes the mask had stuck to the face already.
I changes for myself and the sake of ppl
why they never seem to do it too..
8:43 AM
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Monday, July 10, 2006
well after a long period of overstudying.
proves to be useless...
alrite abit abit useful..
then my recess started off
with NOSEBLEED?
lol thx you aidil =(
nvm lah then u say i am getting blur..
lol i think i losing too much blood?
well pretty fun.
1 more day to celebrate my gd pal's bdae =xxxx
whackss~!!
alrite bout saturday
went out with violett to crap and seee present*hint to sum1*..
and then went home then change clothes and
went to the national day parade preview family day..
totall nt cool..
its like the worst thing i ever seen (sry to offend any1 who put in the effort)
i was like dozing off in the dances part..
and managed to at least watch finish the entire thing..
now the worst thing..how to go out..
we anyhow went on..and manage to get off at jurong east interchange..
then we spent an hour + juz to go back and i having serious headache HAHA XD
well overall is fun to be with shunli aloy who both wear red..and i wear white =(..LOL
thats all for the days =pPPP
6:06 PM
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Friday, July 07, 2006
recent thoughts..
alrite.. i am juz out of my mind only..
Haha =)
relax lah..blogs are for venting mah..
tml is always a better day...
today play bball damn shiok..
actually quite fun except the fact tat i am
a bastard
i hurts ppl with my dagger
i pierce ppl with my words..
i eat ppl with my thickskin..
the door been opened..
whether i wanna go in or not..
gotta depend on myself..
i am a control siao..
sry to all who get upset..
feel the pain and sorrow of a jester =)
8:19 PM
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
ahhbeh vs O lvl Chinese Oral
alrite today was damn ganchiong...
firstly i juz finished my o lvl oral
which i believe i got it screwed up..
i keep having this problem of using "like like like "
in the conversion part..
but then really lah..the passage totally weird..
When do ppl think in this way..
blue sky -> white clouds -> fresh air -> bird flu..
wow man.. lol..the guy who made this is totally dumb..
alrite..even if i screwed this thingy..
tml gotta be math test..
if i fail tat also.. i got nothing to say..
whether i am dumb or i am juz lazy to study..
which i tried to 3 days ago..
when thats all for today -_-..
signing off with great grief.
6:16 PM
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Saturday, July 01, 2006
man study bball vomit
alrite today is an angelic day =)
ahhbehh started his revison for the coming test on math..
its gotta be like hell if i nv study for it..
alrite 1stly..
i went to the math class to really get into the studying as
i nv really listen in class..at all..
then receive alot of gd advices thxs to the seniors..
then went hardcore bballing?
but then really lost the skill to shoot well..
its like really something amiss in it..
i guess the need to study had exceeded the need to bball..
but then bball until vomit..i guess i totally lost the thing within me
then went to study at jh hse..
jh is disappointing man..
MAPLEFREAKKKK
but then thx him for teaching ABIT..
well gotta depend on myself now..
o lvls oral..well gotta speak more and proper chinese
and avoid.."wahlao eh" , "but then" , "and then" and blarblars...
haha gd luk to everyone out there too..
signing off
10:14 PM
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