Tmls the dumb day..X country
no lesson , all you need is a pair of gd shoes(no1 would like their shoes to spoilt in the middle of the track)
and teacher's day celebration..
so much i wanna suprise mdm tan
the best teacher everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
for chinese..LOL
anyway gotta go back pri sch..and see hows old frens have been
everythings quite okay for me bah..
just sometimes i feel lazy and tired of studying..zz
nothing muc to said until tml LOL
5:24 PM
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Monday, August 28, 2006
Break free from the chains of bonds, spread my wings, soar upwards into the sky and reach out for freedom without the burden of regret and remorse weighing me down.
how lovely.
6:36 PM
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Monday, August 21, 2006
LOL
1st time i like doing my history assignment..
damnit..i like CHCHCHCHCHCH
CH= combined humanities
CH= Chee Hou(himself)
muhaaaa
zzzz
anyway the daily routine of play eat sleep
is effing..
my plastic casing had been scratched by the bloody getbacker hp strap..
!$@^@!%!$!
hahazz..well kinda bored in class anyway..
fortitude is still alive..
nt juz a frickin name(thx you jh)
poa test screwed
eng test half screwed
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
damnit i revising for so much in poa now ruined..zz
well anyway.. math test next..zz.
The season is calling already.
9:05 PM
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
one way one way
yesterday
morning in the 1st thing..
msn! then i got nothing to do..
then juz went ahead with the bballing thingy..
kinda fun i guess..
just that im lacking alot of stamina..
duno where it went to anyway..
then
i , along with the many ppl out there who care for him
went to the hospital then see him there..
kinda suffering..well..can see hes bored and cant stand up for nuts.
then went foodcourt eat..zz scam my money damnit =(
then directly went home..shldnt go much details over things.
im lazy..zzzzzzzz
well i guess its time to really study and crap , no slack.damn.
10:17 AM
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Friday, August 18, 2006
RAWR RAWR
thx you God
for answering my prayers..
or rather give me the courage to do somethings
and i realised how DUMB i am
doing things without thinking over.zz
sorry
haha
well lots of things going around these days
i realises that im a hypocrite
i realises that everyone is 1 =DDDDD
and damnit..some ppl told me bout
fake my smiles are..
kinda making me really wearing a mask
walking around and this guy there isnt me
when i duno even how to smile properly
what can you do =PpPpP?
anyway i juz wanna
regard them as rubbish and
stop being so sensitive over stuffs
and minor issues
coz ahhbehh is ahhbehh
where you dun like
Its ur prob , u fag.
7:26 PM
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
its been long since i seen my sunrise.
storms and such dampens the paces.
My world is a flood.
and I can't swim after forty days
and my mind is crushed by the thrashing waves
God i beg you.
Lift me up so high that I cannot fall
Lift me up and let me forget the world
Lift me up - when I'm falling
Lift me up - I'm weak and I'm dying
Lift me up - I need you to hold me
Lift me up - Keep me from drowning again
It been long since i see my sunrise.
show me the light
the sunrise where i truly wanted.
others may be naive and such.
but God i beg you..
Calm the storms that drench my eyes
Dry the streams still flowing
Cast down all the waves of sorrow
And pain that overthrow me..
8:41 PM
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
im bored.
these days sucks.
i was stuck here within
how i hope i can be
like as before crap and crap
like last time lame and lame.
but now
its so much difference
i hate this, man.
pondering over whats past
and not whats now.
i guess this is it.
10:49 PM
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
I Have BEEN TAGGED by Changlong (u basket..haven you seen me posting it be4..)
Once you've been tagged,you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you.
In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names.
No tag backs.
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following without complaining.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say that he/she has been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
FAVOURITES:-
color: white black..hmm..and white?
food: chocolate and sweets..zzz
song: blink182,christianrock and alot of crappy songs.
movie: click, longest yard
sport: basketball , gaming =x
day of the week: friday, saturday
season: rain or shine.
ice-cream: Vanilla.
CURRENT:-
mood: tired(after studying..zz)
taste: yakult(green apple)
desktop: HunterXHunter
annoyance: that person who tagged me..Yes YOU.
FIRSTS:-
best friend: crapperstoner' , koksang =PpP
crush: some gal in primary school?
movie: got dinosaur de show bah..zz
music: Blink182!!!!! erm..i mean twinkle twinkle little star =.=
LASTS:-
cigarette: I Never even if that canteen lady say i got.zz
drink: yakult...
ride: 190bus
movie: Click
phone call: Junhao.
CD: LOL phone de installing disc
dated one of your best friends: lolz..u mean what?
been arrested: I NEVER BROKE ANY LAWS
dipped: whats that ? =x
been on tv: YES!! everyday i was there infront of it.
kissed someone you don't know: no =.=
THINGS:-
4 things you did today: msn , study , sms , crapping
4 sounds you can hear right now: A Little More by Skillet,msn alert,keyboard sound, fan blowing
The Chosen Five to do this:
Fill in the blank yourself..=.=
im sick of this.
10:43 PM
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
done my last ava duty.
after touching my last mic.
i felt so much within.
did this paper proved anything for my efforts?
i felt so crazy tat i done stupid stuffs haha.
afterwards, went for a rest.
then decided to skip geo lesson.
i feel so retarded.
how much i had in my mind.
just to be back tat guy who nv speaks much.
lolz..
gotta learn how to crap.
i feel so tired of all a sudden.
now its the time where i gotta rest.
shut my mouth and think more.
watched click.
funny and meaningful.
time never waits.
learn to appreciate life and every bits of it.
be it bitter or sweet.
sorrows or spendids.
so much i like to crap.
so much i hate liars.
why bothers when everyones so superfical.
why mind when getting comments.
why response when being asked a question.
felt so wasted and used.
felt so abandoned and rid-off
i duno why shld i care for.
i duno why shld i share for.
when others dun do so.
gotta be selfish for a day.
yes a break will do great.
I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of the sunset.
1:05 AM
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Monday, August 07, 2006
lolz today..
first thing in the morning..
nose beed! lolz..
then went sch..buy breakfast..drink the drink only..
then halfway.. nose bleed again..
LOLZZ
then halfway during the history test
nose bleeds AGAIN =.=
aiyoo..then after recess..AGAIN
LOLOLOLOL
i got nothing to say...haha
well anyway..todays so stupid anyway..
im lazy and headache-ing..
well tml got ava duty and national day celebration
well lazy to type anything in detailed.. haha
5:30 PM
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
YEAH
the match was pretty tiring
but we won them 48-38!
was considered a great game..
i scored 6 point with 2 layouttttt/layuppp
YEAH first time i ever scored in those days in the team..
i love it so muchhhhhhhh
well..im still got alot to catch up anyway..
i shld try and reach for my targets.
if only o lvls is like bball..
7:53 PM
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Friday, August 04, 2006
FIRST THINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
ahhbehh had recovered his feel for shooting..
hes able to master that bloody strength..
but now im lost in my midst of tat bloody workout...
everythings like a coin..
head or tail..
good or bad..
being optimistic only allow you to have a firm stand/direction in the paces of life..
eventually , you muz really solve it/face it/get rid of it 1 way another..
oh ya , theres also this thing called Fair Trade..
when you want something gd , you must give up something for another which you want..
i dunno what to say about this kinda shit..its so fking happening around..
'True as true can be'
That's what they say You are to me
When I'm so fake
Does Your heart ache?
If I had been the one
I would not have been that strong
put on a mask , act as if nothing happened.
even if i knew it for so long yet took no action
and i know it hard to approach.
even if i tried , you nv fails to walk away.
and i just want you to know.
the more you dun wanna say
the more hurtful it get upon me.
when you always thinking about being lefted out and replaced.
many also felt that. you stopped your usual ways
many senses it..yet they aint any ways to approach you..
i wanted to yet i find it so hard. i faced probs too
even if its ridiculous i still believe its rightful for one to give one's helping hand
dun say i already had my share of probs..
coz i always thinks ur prob is mine..unless it regard lame things..
no1 is meant to be isolated
even SARS patient got nurse to take care of them..
IF you notice me ritee , i also kinda isolated myself..but i nv made it clear.
coz i found ppl who are like me , lonely souls.
find yours , ur pain will be eased in no time..
ahbeh is always there,ya , always..
coz he still haben found whats the meaning of life in him...
maybe helping others was his ways of making life more interesting and filled..
so much hope i had for you all,
being selfish might really helps
but u get it wrong..selfish dun meant isolation
even if u cant find the real you..
you will understand what i meant
changing targets of concern dun really helps 1
trust me , you juz trying to make things interesting and more mixed
coz you fails to get the dust out of ur mind.
1 thing so special..
everyone knows..
the more you dun let ppl know how u feels , coz you dun want them get worried.
the more they would get worried , and they would wanna be ur listening earrrrrr.
BUTBUT
they nv learn at all , they always continue this way of hiding own feelings and more and more
ppl get worried for them..how stupid we are? right? =)
aiyo..so much craps alreadi..haha
well tml chiongchiongchiong..
ahhbehh_
You're in my heart, You're in my soul
You are my heaven, You're my home
You're my best friend, You're my love
You are my treasure, You're my wonder
You are my peace, You are my joy
You are my Saviour....
8:53 PM
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