nowadays been pretty busy
after all , o lvls been over.
tried going out as much as possible be4 settling down for working soon.
didnt really thought of that initially coz i believe strongly that
after new year , job searching shld be much much easier(especially when all the schooling kids get outta ur job searching competition.)
things that been bothering me.
i cant recognize myself in the pic omgomg.
either i been slimming down or i popped too many pimples that even me myself can recognize in anymore.
my thinkings also been kinda more matured...
unlike in the past where 1 simple lame joke could get a conversation going on for hours and such.
i become so clearheaded over stuffs.
i started to drink coffee(a sign of becoming adults.)
even my typing get affected since then.
i deleted my fav games.
i tend to be thinking alot more than usual for stuffs around the tiny island, singapore.
i cant bring myself to really talk like how i did for like half a years ago..?
fuck.
and the new me isnt what i wanted.
i wanna be what who i was , not who i aspire to be..
i cant even "crap" , "joke" , share what i like.
i made mature comments and i made humour something adult.
i missed the feeling of being me and i missed the days i had being just plainly myself.
is this a process of life? is this signs of growing up?
fuck this life then.
6:53 PM
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